Dead

As the night comes to an end,

I realize that it's me.

I'm the only one to blame,

For the mistakes,

For the heartbreak,

For the sadness.

Every bit of me craves you.

But I know now,

That I could never 

Go back.

I'm so confused.

I just need warmth.

I need loving.

I want to feel again.

I don't want to be fake.

I want to go back,

Back to the way it was 

Before I cried at night

Before the part of me

That was capable of loving

Died. 

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