I'm tired of the same old routine
they expect me to be like a stronghearted machine
everyday its from school to home to school to home
everyday not wanting to get home but instead roam
roam the world without worries and pain
just feeling like I'm not tied up to a chain
having to stay strong so my sibilings won't notice
won't notice that inside Im dying that all I want is to be like a lotus
that way I can be forgetfull and live life like I want to
I think and think for a solution, but there's nothing to do
It ticks me the fuck off that i can't live my life as i want to plane it
instead I live life like full of shit
I'm tired of all this crap i can't deal with no longer
I just really want to be able to be stronger
i just cant understand!!
Is this how my life was planned!!!!