After I made my declaration of infatuation                                

You sent me to damnation

A place that eats at you with the isolation

I begged my friends for some kind of salvation

But they couldn't help me until I let go of my negation                                  

Still I didn't let go because I loved the sensation

You filled me with some kind of sedation

And I couldn’t resist the temptation

 

You’re just so beautiful

You’re perfect

And you mean the world to me

 

You’re worth every amount of my adoration

And I still think you deserve more admiration

You filled me inspiration

And being with you became my aspiration

And so I declared my infatuation

But due to some kind of complication

A mix up in the constellations

Our cells had some kind of mutation

And now it led me to my ultimate devastation:

Our complete separation

 

And it turned out, that to you,

 

I was nothing more than an agitation

We were no longer able to hold a conversation

Because your every sentence became an exclamation

And I couldn’t see the problem, I needed an explanation

I need to know why you think I’m some kind of abomination

Because now you treat me with immense brutalization

And believe me it’s no different than decapitation

 

And god it hurt so bad, so very bad

But I survived

 

My heart managed to live through its annihilation

And even after that, i hold you in glorification

They think I'm a fool, but I get over the humiliation

And sometimes I have all these hallucinations

Where I think I’m holding your hand and can feel your blood’s circulation

But then I realize it’s just an aberration

And I constantly find myself in frustration

Because you were my only source of motivation

I only woke up in morning to relieve myself of deprivation

And you wouldn’t understand my appreciation

For the happiness you gave me at our unification

 

All because I loved you

And maybe too much

I just wish I could go back in time

And make things right

 

Through some kind of alteration

Prevent you from having any kind of misinterpretation

Save myself from the isolation

The sleepless nights and exasperation

Taking helpless actions out of desperation

 

And every time I came to your perfection

You slapped my face with rejection

It’s like you never put any thought into our combination

I can relieve of your desolation

You’d never have to face your heart’s obliteration

 

I'd never stop loving you

You’d always have my full attention

You’ll never face rejection

And you’d never see your own imperfections

 

And all you’d have to do

Is come to this abominable creation,

And accept his declaration of infatuation