Deflowered

"Shut up you slut! You like this! You love it!"
She screamed into my ear
Hot fiery breath
As if she ate hell for breakfast
And fucked me for desert
I hated her
I wanted her gone
But i was her slave, her bitch
And she was my master
She owned me.
I felt her inside of me
I cried aloud
But my tears were like deep moans to her
So she thrust harder
I tried to scratch her
Hurt her
But she was indestructible
She was immortal
And immoral
She assumed i liked it rough
Like my tears meant i was going to come undone
But really i was crying
Because i couldn't control her
The way she controlled me
She used to bring me smiles
But all i got now was grief
"bend over" she'd always say
That why i never saw her face
Never "faced" her
Because she was a rapist
Who held the blade of death to my throat
But i knew her name
Id never forget it
We all know her name
She gets around, fucks us like a game
"life" she called herself
But all we crave is death to end the pain
with our last breaths
Screaming her name

This poem is about: 
Our world

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