Denial
The lies will continue
I will remain a prophet
spewing out words
preaching what i'm not.
I am to blame for my problems
an unwarranted me ruining my chances.
A life of normalcy too scary
even for myself
But of course i think,
Will life ever be normal?
telling the world about my loves, current and past
letting them know a minor detail wont ruin their world
but mine
surley
I'll just continue the lies
the life im living now although shrouded in a blackened haze that cripples me so
is somehow easier to live with
lies aren't all that bad
atleast thats what i tell myself.