Depression
Location
It's the chemical creation that's emotionally fueled
And the tears behind clouded eyes
Unable to be loosed
It's killing yourself
With the feelings of self-hatred
It's the darkness
That takes over your head
The horrible words that
Overpower everything else
You would rather be
Thinking...
I can't help
The way I've been living
Or the horrible monster
That depression turns me into
I can't handle the anxiety
Riding on this creature's back
So I lie in bed
With no energy
Yet still fussing over all of the things
I know I must be
Failing
But I can't bring myself
To do Better
Or to "Hang On" anymore
I'm slipping and sliding
Into a bottomless
Pit
People try to throw me ropes
But they slip right through my fingers
I've lost all of my Hope
The blackness has swallowed me whole
So, I give up! You win!
Dearest depression, I'll just
Give in
To your dangerous, alluring, killing embrace
Why can't you stop killing me yet!
why should i even stay alive anymore...
i could just end it all
with a dagger or a knife
i don't have a gun
but i have blood
and i would love to see it all pour out
so this is it
i give up
it's through
depression
anxiety
society
abusive family
congrats
you've killed me