Die Hard, Try Hard

Desires I openly nearly never express People always seem to ask me why Well why cant I fall in love Why cant I achieve my dreams Why can't I do both and still have everything Why people wanna take it all when I already lost everything I dont wear my heart on my sleeve I feel its safer not to have on me I wanna make her glitter I wanna make her shine she don't have to love me All I wanted was her time I leave the door open so my past can come find me I hope she wont need it cause she'll be right beside me 10million thoughts can never seem to be confined to a calendar Uncertainty is still that corridor I visit Trust where is it? I put mine in the people I care about so I never question their where abouts When I thought we are about to do something amazing Tragedy sets in and ends future pro creating She frees my mind an intuition Lifestyle and ambition I provide the emission and she provide the ammunition We've laughed, we've cried, we've fought, we've hugged Those aint even the best memories Of our well of memoirs The resevoirs of our history When I was missing in action You went all out for me Thanks may be in order I got something more special on rush I value kindness and passion over lust Without a shadow of doubt welcome to the light of purity My heart was always broken thank you for curing me