The Different Sides of me
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Tears rush down my eyes,
In my head, no one can understand this pain,
My heart is aching,
While my soul is darkening,
Blood is rushing through my veins,
I’m about to burst,
Is it always like this?
Can someone be so cruel?
Or is it just me?
Am I too nice?
The world is evil,
So I just lay on my bed,
Cuddled in my sheets,
In the dark,
Crying,
Silent tears,
Not whines,
No one understands,
Was it true?
Or was it all a lie?
I can’t get the thought out of my head,
I can’t believe I did it,
I hate you,
But I love you,
I miss it,
I wish I was with you one last time,
The pain is excruciating,
So I continue crying,
Watching Romance Movies,
I look at the love that the couples share,
I want that- I wish I had that love,
The kiss of the lifetime,
So I think about texting you,
But yet I remember how bad you treated me,
But just talking to you makes my day,
So I do it,
You text me back,
I start smiling because I miss you,
Then after a couple of minutes, I get tired of you,
I absolutely despise you,
I want nothing to do with you,
So I fight with you,
We stop talking,
Then I start crying because I want to be your arms once more,
I absolutely hate this feeling,
It’s terrible what my menstrual does to me!