A Drive Through My Mind
The levity left holes in me,
dreading waking, dreams forsaken,
teams are faking, but we're waiting
as we're fading with the ratings,
while it's raining, not containing,
life it's draining, with time we flee
low but gaining, back up to see
the picture bleed, filled with weeds,
the past can't see what you can be,
pining for time, high with the trees,
disembodied,
tripping to find concrete beneath,
breathing in lines, all crammed inside,
all want to die, bad time to drive,
don't ask me why I fear my mind
feeling despised, lost in surmise
caught in their eyes, we cannot fight
the chasm of time
you cannot buy a pure sublime
to ease your mind, futile signs
from memmory placate the grind
finding the truth, far too horrid
rain hit the roof, telling stories
it washed away, with yesterday
and the sun rays, lost in a grey,
back when they forgot my birthday,
I felt a pain that left me drained,
lanquid and tame, silence complained
for the screaming it could not say,
sometimes my brain
sounds quite insane
so close to the opposite lane,
what was my name?
rarely refrain from consuming
escape, breathing it in like some
pure oxygen, feeling a win,
but bitter sin
in aftertatste
you see a bit left on my face
again I get too high to sit
it's time to dip, I lost my grip,
solace was ripped when the view slipped
behind eyelids
can't match the bid,
life feels sordid to the poor kids
can't ignore it, saw what they did,
now I must give this pen a lid