The Elation Away from the Darkness is Why I Write.
I was always told
Sheltered children will never understand nor see the value in millions
because If Supervision is to influential
you will never learn from your bad decisions
Blind to my street knowledge
I see tourist wallets before they leave their pockets
with 20/20 vision
clip and clique fully loaded with the most
sober intentions
For Money, Money, Money, Money
seduces the mind
and creates the harmless hunger for ambition
" IF IT DONT COME OUT THEN JUST SQUEEZE IT"
apply the Visine young sodomized of opportunity
stick up children,
if they notice your high they'll just tack
A.D.H.D onto your life sentences, sentence
but who cares?
hereditarily statistics say i belong in prison,
for being the seedling of a street pharmacist
who's mental collision wit harming his own community
and affording his child's penicillin
lead him to packaging and shipment
of some rather illegally viewed prescriptions
My story's 1 of 10 million, Unspoken by ghetto children,
I'd rather the blame fall on me
than the media and my single mothers poverty,
for one more of My bad decisions
I'm just another optimistic statistic
planing on how i'd never see the bottom again
if i could sit on 1 millions
I only write,
because my pyromaniac mind prefers
when my soul ignites,
i guess this survivalist has just found a way to shed light
on these some time darker nights,
in more literal terms 3rd grade is when i started to write,
it was a mixture of my father absences and begin chewed out for a genetically uncontrollable over bite,
Plus,
Pelican bay Correctional letter paper was my construction sight,
high off built up aggression,
i guess its fare to say
Prison, Life and exhibition are the reason
my soul forces me to write