Empty heart

I sit on my bed every night.
I look for a star to wish on,
but not one is in sight.
So I try to sleep, but all I see is you.

I think to myself, is she feeling this too?
You've hurt me so many times,
but I can't be mad, instead,
I sit around crying and being sad,

But before I go to sleep every night,
I always smile
Because even though we didn't last long, it was worth the while.

You may not feel this feeling between us two,
But in the end you won't find anyone who loves you as much as I do.
Even if you went to the moon.

I'll admit, I don't understand.
I put my trust in you and all
you want is to be my friend?
I ask myself why.

Did you have to keep me hanging on so long and then say goodbye?
I wish you would've told me from the start. Because of you, now all I have left are the memories and a broken heart.

I loved you like my eye
Cared for you like a wound
Make you my sunshine
But I was a Carrie of your destiny

I kept my self pure only for you
Only to say you never ask for it
You ask for my love and I
Gave you my heart too.

Like a duck in water,
You toiled it in muddy water
Leaving Me at mess
With no one else to trust....


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