The shadow of sadness is heavy on my soul
The words that brought me happiness no longer work
I am stuck in a world full of shadow and anger
I hide behind a reflection of
Ignored through the day,
Not heard or seen.
My power of presence is no longer with me.
I speak out, freak out, and lash out
but no one’s here
to listen to me swear.
No one hears the shadow in the corner;
no one ever knows the real me inside.
My reflection has completely taken over
I am an empty shell without life.
When did I get this why?
Why is the pain so great that I can't see
the beauty of the rain or the rush of
spring on my face?
I look at the stars and wonder:
What is there above the sky?
What would it be like to die?
up in the night sky to the clouds above
wrapped in God’s light?
What holds me back?
What keeps me here?
There is no passion for greatness in my ear.
My heart beats with slow thuds.
My feeling aren't real
i can no longer feel time.
I am an empty shell in an empty box
in a empty world.
There is not enough of me to tell.