Erika
Like the brightest of stars
Her hands could create anything
And she chose to unfold
Her beautiful soul
Within spray paints and photographs
Hair dye and paper boxes
Boxes that hold just enough
Of her
To feel the emotion behind her creativity
Spirit flowed through her heart
The whole world received it
It dripped from her fingertips
Casting a light so bright
If I went blind, I would rather the cause
Be that light
Her light
Her light that vanished
Quicker than
An eclipse
Smothering
The
Moon
Absolute and
Permanent this time
Like the end
Her starlike soul collapsed in upon itself
Leaving in her wake a network of memories
A glowing nebula that sounds like
Silent laughter and washed up smiles
Empty hands
Never to hold hers again
Warp and shrivel in the absence of an angel who
Deigned to grace this earth with her presence
She knows
I know she does now
She knows the magnitude of the love that surrounded her
Sometimes unseen
unheard
But ever present
When fog gets too thick
It blocks out the stars
She let it block out her own light
She hid it from herself
Unknowingly wearing herself down
Or maybe she knew
Maybe she chose to wrap herself in a blanket of fog
Sealing herself away
The reasons are such that no one can understand
Known only to her
The secrets she kept are forever unknowable
She stole her heart away from
Herself
She stole our hearts away when she left
Her remnants glow bright
But our hearts grow dark
She took herself from us