Every day of pain deserved

I'm crushed by mine own blow

it justice being served

I've fucked it up i know

i know I'll never measure up

each day I'm growing more corrupt

i hurt and cry in bitter pain

for every life that i disrupt

i will never understand

how much you hurt

each cut i land

for every drop my wrist provides

you heart provides the same at hand

i know each time i hurt myself

i put your love up on the shelf

for you can never seem to breathe

every time i hurt myself 

pain is what we both receive