Existing
Location
Why do I continue to do this?
The reasons I hat myself
I make a list.
There's a difference between living
And what I choose to do
But I think my period of living is through.
I choose to exist
Life; I never did resist
Until this point and beyond
I am not too fond.
So what would you choose?
A long life of misery or a short life of joy?
Some say a short life is a life lost
But I choose to lose.
My skin I bruise
It's you I confuse
But you'll never feel the same
As I feel about you
If you do then give me a clue.
But I'm almost sure you don't
So right now I'd like my life to be through.