Exposed
Location
You were going to leave
Leave everyone
Leave me
During my biggest point in life
What did I do to you?
To deserve a cruel fate like that
It unearthed emotions I kept hidden for years
Secrets keep getting revealed
One topped upon another
Jail
Suicide
Adultery
I cant keep up anymore
Lying
Stealing
Cheating
I feel like I’m suffocating
Trapped inside myself
I was supposed to turn to you
Trust you
Believe you
But all you did was disappoint
Lungs full of dirt
You bury me alive
Trapped by the weight of your damage
Dirt piling all around me
Dense on my skin
So confused
So scared
You keep going in circles
I keep waiting for more dirt
Like a distant nightmare
That could ruin my life again
Waiting to topple the already fragile stack of lies and secrets
It wouldn’t matter if I didn’t love you
But unfortunately
I do
And I only say that
Because I’m just waiting
For another heartache from you
You were the one man
Who wasn’t supposed to break my heart
And you broke it the worst
I mean, you are my dad after all.