Fake Heart or whole heart…

  I listen, I feel, I see.   I want a heart to be as real and I want to feel….  You lie You sleep on the couch behind me….  I feel…..   My feelings so deep I watch yo cuddle and it cuts to the meat…..   Sometimes I lie awake and scheme ways of escape    I wish I want…… nothing of which matters because you are wanting all the clatters……   I feel, I see I wait in the wake and see your ever purposely mistake……    No care remorse no feeling or regret Im sure she thinks about the first time you met…..  Both parties only clues is one…..   Your love is true in both is different   indifferent in the same it’s probably going to drive me insane……   

Fake heart I hope you see a true love…….  Hearts are pounding.  BOOM BOOM BOOM….        Yet you feel beside you curled on your chest against your heart against your hands cuddled in with the wedding ring you pronounced your love and love yet again……  

Heart are as fake or as one heart can be with two?   one heart is split??   Can Love be shared?   Can one love be shared and separated at will…….   Time and love and apart will and power…..     Power love and will???/   

Will one be two or will two be there?  Will There be only two halves?  Will two wholes make up for the other halves??/

Will one whole always wonder if the there will a another half to a whole?     I wonder I seek  I want my whole to both halves……… 

It’s only math tot a love equation;……..  How much love does one whole consume before consuming everything??/        Love consumes all……. How much love does one have go around??