A Fallacy
I feel happy at the moment.
But I think it’s like a high, or a rush
So
When will my high
Come back down?
I don’t want to be there for that
I don’t want it to happen
But this right here is a fallacy...
Isn’t it?
Like a false hope that it’s all fine now
And my smile feels automatic now
It feels fake
I think I’m just smiling because it’s what I’m used to
My smile fades just as quickly as it came
Not every time
But most of the time
I feel fake
I feel stupid
I feel like I’m not right