Underwater it seems
I live my life today.
There is no escape from the thoughts I call my own,
The fear, the shaking, the future unknown
My body reacts without control
There is no end in sight.
the feelings no one knows but me.
Self help and medications
abound but none works of late.
Looking to the future's bleak and dark and filled with pain.
I yearn for the calm that fills my dreams
My heart shakes in rythmic dance
to fill the noise in my ears
tomorrow's just another fear filled fate.