Fear is all i see, it clouds my eyes and mind with doubts and self loathing.

 I'm afraid and I'll admit that I hate myself and everything I am.

I feel like i'm on a plane that's slowly falling down.

Deep down into a dark abyss that chews and swallows on my entire being.

I cry for help but I know I can't.

I'm afraid of doing things myself.

I'm afraid nothing will go right  and everything will go wrong.

But mostly, I'm afraid I will end up as nothing.

Nothing, but a girl who wanted to be something so much more.

Fearless.