Find yourself in 34 months: Story of me
I was bright eyed and my heart was full and bursting with a love I was eager to give.
When I met you I was a freshman.
When I met you I believed in true love.
When I met you I saw pure perfection and adored every last detail.
When I met you I didn't mind sharing over two years of my life...
When I met you I had hoped for much more..
"Silly girl, hasn't anyone told you love is blind?"
I gave all I had and trusted with all I could.
You fed me lies and I swallowed them whole.
Anything to hang on to my sweet love
Anything to make you see me how I saw you.
When I caught a glimpse of the horror
When I caught a glimpse of the truth..
I shielded my eyes to protect my heart
Blame is a sick thing
Love is a blind fool
Truth is a brutal slap
When I saw you, my world was upside down
When I saw you I felt a sick emptiness
When I saw you, weight wasnt the only thing going down
When I saw you, I was empty
How can things change overnight
How can something so sweet end so sick
I still believe in Love
I still forgive
I still hurt
But there is no such thing as coincidences
I am empty but who says thats bad
we all have trash to take out and an empty clean trashcan is much better
than a rotting mess.
what I was blind to is now swooping in in an abundance
When I lost you I hurt
When I lost you I sobbed
When I lost you I saw you
When I lost you I found myself.