I search for you.
Stumbling, crawling, in the unforgiving dark,
With no map, no light to guide me home,
I am simply a fool refusing to admit she’s alone,
Eventually I stop and just sit,
Stop looking, stop searching, stop throwing a fit,
After the tears are all shed,
And the pity party comes to an end,
I open my eyes,
and come to realize,
I was never in the dark at all,
But only refused to turn on the light.