I don't love you
Thank God I don't love you
You didn't break my heart
But you did break something inside me
How could you do this to me?
You said you liked me
You said I didn't need to be nervous
You kissed me, said I'd be okay
You held me when I clung to you
Because I was too nervous to tell you what I wanted to say: "I want this to be real."
I showed you a side of me no one else has seen
My guard was down
I was vulnerable
And then you just said no
"I'm not ready for a relationship. They always end bad."
You should've just hit me
Why did you kiss me then?
Why did you hug me and hold my hand?
Why did you make me think I wasn't going to be alone anymore?
I was so desperate and mad
I tried to convince you it wouldn't end like that
But now it's like nothing ever happened
Sometimes I want to cry
Most of the time I want to strangle you
All of the time I just want you to hold me again
You know, I don't even care that you took my first kiss
I'm pissed that I let you in
I hate you because you gave me someone to trust
Then just took it away
You fucked up
You fucked me up
I hate you
I want to hurt you
I'm falling in love with you
I hate me