Ghost Pains

Thu, 01/19/2017 - 23:20 -- LydMyr

Have I

            told you before

                    of what it’s like alone

                                sleeping in my bed at night?

                                When you are absent I ache

                       my muscles searching

           for the warmth

of you.

                                                              Have I

                                               showed you my

                                     tears from in the night

                              clinging to the smell of you.

                              I lie on your pillow gripping

                                  desperate at the sheets

                                           wishing time pass

                                                              faster.

Have I

      told you my

               biggest fear of all

               Its simple but big

          It’s to lose my

                                                                         Love.

                                                                    It’s

                                                                         you.

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             Have you

                     Ever heard me

                               whisper into your ear

                                          in the darkness of the night?

                                        when you're so close to me

                                 your face relaxed, I say

                    into your sleep

             I love you.

                                                              Have we

                                                       spoken about

                                          living our happily ever

                          now instead of waiting to after?

                            I couldn’t bear wait for so long

                                        to be with you 'till then

                                                        shall we just

                                                             live now?

     Have I

               Ever told you

                                                                            about the ghost pains

                                                                            I feel inside of my heart

                                                                            when you aren't with

                                                                            me at night?

                                                                            It burns

                                                                            my

                                                                      Soul.

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          Do you

                        remember all of

                                 those times that I said

                                           I was better off dead to you?

                                           And you hushed my tears off

                              and held me close to

                your beating

       Heart?

                                                               Can you

                                                         forgive me if

                                                    I told you that I

                                    was to leave you with the

                                  ghost pains of the memory

                                              of myself you have

                                                          and float to

                                                                eternal

                                                             nothing?

                     my heart is slowing

           but I won't go

                                                                     until

   I say

                                                                    I love

you.

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