I am a girl of laughs and smiles

No one can grasp how I remain so positive when I have problems that drag out for miles

I present myself very well and stand so tall

Almost as if nothing can push me down or make me fall

No matter what location or town

You could never catch me with a frown

But the truth is I have to hide

From a mind of constant self-deride

Behind an alluring curtain full of lies

I possess many thoughts that keep my stomach in knots and ties

I have concluded I have two different spots in my brain

One where I place the happy thoughts and one where I set all the pain

I am a girl of laughs and smiles

Who had burned midnight oil just to figure out how to ignore all the problems that drag out for miles