To Give Up
Love is all a lie
but just to me.
Pain is the last thing that makes me cry.
It's the only thing that makes me truly see.
Everyone I've loved.....they can go die in a hole,
because they don't deserve all the time and innocence they stole.
I'm finally mad instead of sad,
I've stopped crying and started yelling to release the bad.
Playing me like a toy, a toy for a stupid young boy.
I don't wish harm, I wish heartbreak.
I want their hearts in the palm of my hand for me to take.
I want them to see, it was a bad mistake to have ever decieved me.
I'm giving up this victim act
because from now on, I'm on the attack.