There is no I in me because I am no longer myself

There is no “we” in team because I am no longer here 

I simply stand on the corner ,watching the world go by 

I sit here and wonder how I will die 

Where have I gone to ?

What have I done ?

Why do I lie here and watch the drums ?

My heart has gone cold for I can love no one 

I can’t know anyone  either 

My mouth gapes open ,looking for words but those words have gone 

Where have they gone ?

Oh I do not not know,maybe with the rest of the pain that is now puddles in the snow