The more I think about everything going on

The more I realize that the upper hand is mine!!!!

Sitting in my room looking at the ceiling wishing that

Things were the way they used to be! Can they be?

Even after everything will there still be room for me?

Will the emotions of one insecure person rub off on you?

Or will you see that everything is not reality in fact a plot!

A plot to show that things may be better! Will they be?

Or is the plot of goodness covered by the actuality that things

Will indeed never change for one so insecure!

Someone so insecure that they find comfort in things rather      than people, someone so materialistic that does not know the real you? Is there an end to the insecurity?

When will the day come that it is just us no extra? No insecurity just understanding and where we can be US?

Like I said in the beginning the upper hand is mine!

So when I go all in will you? To take a leap of faith

And know that you have the same hand I have?

Or will you fold in the face of the unknown and stay with the insecurities that surround you by one so insecure?

We could be everything and have everything we need

But with insecurity in the way we cannot cling to what we

Both know is real because it would be like an Armageddon

Battle that we know that we might not win!

To be real I want that for you, a life with no insecurity

Because you were happier then, you were in pain but we

Can fix that if you will let yourself heal and branch away from the insecurity that I know you are getting tired of!

Knowing that I know you, “THE REAL YOU” is the sweetest part of life at this moment! Knowing that I know more is soothing to my heart even when it is breaking from not being with you!

When will you play your winning hand and stop loosing

Who you know you could be if the insecurity would just leave you alone!

Insecurity I have a question for you! When will you give up?

When will you realize you have lost the battle and the war?

When will you wake up and realize that this warrior you long for this survivor you want so badly will never be yours!

Insecurity you reign with material things but trying to reign over someone so simple and amazing will never work!

So I ask again when do you play your winning hand?

Because I have already went ALL IN and now I’m just waiting on  YOU!

The you I know you can be, the you without the insecurity, the you that you so eagerly want to be but feel you can’t!

So until the insecurity fades and you see that they are meaningless and selfish will you ever find the strength

To be the you I KNOW YOU CAN BE!

Goodbye insecurity your no longer welcome here!