To the guys who thought it was cool to use me
Did you ever think it was going to hurt?
Did it ever cross you mind as to what you did wrong?
Because of you I now am afraid to trust
I’m now afraid to open up to any other guy who may come my way
In today’s culture being used or hooking up is natural
It’s given guys the mentality that using a girl for her body is perfectly fine to do
They never once think how it may hurt her not just in the moment but forever
They never consider the downward spiral she may take into a bottomless depression
They don’t think she may now look at herself as just a toy, and object to be sold.
To the first guy who thought it was cool to use me
It was High School and you forced me into it
It was then that I felt as if I was worth almost nothing
That my body was something to be used as a bargaining tool
To the second guy who thought it was cool to use me
We were dating during my senior year
I really thought you liked me and that we had something going
I learned now that it was never true
I almost gave it all to you and looking back… I’m glad I never did
To the Third guy who thought it was cool to use me
You were a “That one time a band camp” story
We never made it very far but you wanted to go all the way
Again… I’m glad I didn’t.
You would think by now I would have learned to never trust a guy every again
Somehow though I felt deep down now every guy was out to use me
That somewhere there was a guy for me
That I wouldn’t end up alone with a dozen or so cats
To the fourth guy who thought it was cool to use me
Did you even care you had a girlfriend?
Were you that thirsty you were willing to cheat?
We hooked up twice and sadly.. I gave it away to you.
I cried myself to sleep the following day
To the fifth guy who thought it was cool to use me
We met online and hit it off right away
Well, at least that what it seemed.
Turns out you were all talk and at this point I was just a pawn
After one night in bed with you I realized once again I was used
Now you knew about the past four and let me tell you
The fact you still thought lying to my face and using me was okay makes me sick