Happiness VS Reality
She drifts from happiness to reality
Longing to stay forever in her dreams
For every morning when she awakes
The unending hell starts all over again
She tiptoes downstairs hoping may escape
But knowing all the while that pain is imminent
Here the monster comes, gnashing and clawing
First striking with words of hate and disdain
Then bashing, bruising and battering with its hands
She trembles and falls helplessly to the ground
Holding back tears and screams like she always does
It picks her up and throws her out the door
Not an ounce or remorse or a morsel of food
At school they just keep asking the question "Why?"
Why her skin is covered in varying shades of purple, yellow, and blue
Why she hides extra food in her backpack at lunch
Why she still keeps shrinking thinner and thinner
Why she never wears those shorts she used to love
She swallows the pain and keeps the secrets inside
Putting on a smile and saying "Oh, I'm fine."
But deep down within, she asks the question too
"Why can't I have someone who loves me?"
"Why is my life so completely worthless?"
"Why does the monster hurt me all the time?"
"Why do I deserve this pain, this hate, this unhappiness?"
She stumbles her way home, walking as slow as she possibly can
Knowing that when she opens the door, the cycle will resume
There it is, big and bad, liquor on it's breath
And here it comes, charging like a raging bull
The pain hits suddenly, all at once and overwhelmingly
And before she knows it, everything is black
When she comes to, she breathes a sigh of relief
It's truck is gone, so for a moment she is free
Free to go back to her dreams
Back to happiness, hope and a home
A home she has always wished for more than anything
A warm home, with love, joy and gentleness
But instead, she is trapped in her horrid reality
Full of hatred, deceit, and depravity
Hoping, always, that someone will help her
Someone will hear her, someone will heal her
Will anyone stand up? Will anyone rise?
Will anyone hear those crying voices in the night?