He Was All I Ha
It was easy to tell,
which one of us had fell.
I had butterflies everyday,
Only the kind he gave.
He didn't even know,
I was forced to put on a show.
His girlfriend didn't care for me
So I acted indifferently.
The truth was painfully obvious,
but maybe he was oblivious.
I tried so hard to make him smile,
Even if that meant waiting a while.
I was the perfect friend,
I would've stsyed until the end.
When he needed advice,
I was always by his side.
I thought it was time to say
everything I hid away.
He couldn't even look me in the eyes.
Why was it such a surprise?
With tears flowing steady.
My heart just wan't ready.
He told me that this was goodbye,
and I will never understand why.
It hurt more than ever before
but I walked out that door.
The sun had stopped shining,
so I looked to the moon.
It took so much time,
but eventually I was alright.
I realized he was all I had,
but that was undisguisably bad.
I don't need him anymore.
I am strong and healthy once more.
After you, there was a light.
I just had to find it.
Being strong is a hard task,
but one worth fighting for,
Because in the end, that's what lasts.