My mind tells me to follow my heart
but my heart has been broken so much
it tells me to use my brain instead.
My mind is filled with painful memories
that makes my heart full of hatred.
I feel for the next person who tries to get
close to my heart because they have to
get into my mind first.
My heart has a locked gate around it
and my mind is the key.
Sometimes I just don't want to think
I just want to love.
My heart and my mind are at war.