Heartbroken
When I learned the truth my heart was broke
So worked up I thought I would choke
I was filled with anger and many different emotions
My mind was nothing but commotion
In an effort to save whatever we had
I destroyed my relationship with my dad
I risked it all and ran to you
Hoping I would make a breakthrough
My anger was there but would hardly show
Instead my love for you seemed to glow
I pleaded and begged to know why this happened
Why your love for me had badly slackened
A mental damage to my brain
I was a dragon that you had slain
I begged for mercy in one of my darkest hours
Hoping that maybe I had some power
Hoping that in your heart you knew you loved me
Hoping you would remember when we climbed our tree
I was so afraid of your rejection
It hurt me like a bad infection
I asked for you to hear me out
An effort that was soaked in doubt
But to my hopeful surprise
You looked straight into my eyes
You said yes and would listen to me
But at the same time something was meant to be
I try to be the best woman I can be
But being broken isn't easy for me
You left me when I was broken down
You took away my only crown
I thought I was your queen forever and always
But instead a princess averted your gaze
I want to trust you and be able to rely on you in life
I want you to take away this knife
The one that cuts me and leaves me covered in scars
Help me to stay away from being behind bars
You have my mind, body and soul
But through my heart is a gaping hole
I'm yours through everything in life
I just wish you wanted me as your wife
I wish no one had ever come between us
Cause now it's hard to even discuss
I failed you and our love
Now I'll never be your beloved