The way people see me, is totally different
to what I really am inside.
The true me is never expose to anyone
but my own soul.
The true me is a girl that lives in a dark alley
a girl that has no sense of what happiness really is.
The people see what i appear to look like,
one who has never shred a tear for anything.
But inside,in the dark alley where i live, i let go of everything
let go of all my pain and misery.
People wonder how i may be so cold hearted
but the truth is, i only hide behind my own curtain.
Letting people see who i really am
may cause my love ones to sorrow.
Letting that happen will destroy what my mother and I try so hard
not to get destroyed.
With out my father with us, my family struggles to
actually be a family again.
Have to expose myself will mean the destruction of what i really love.