hope to see you soon
Alyssa,
I miss you so much
I miss how
you wouldn’t care if you had to put your stars up all alone
how you didn’t count calories
how everything seemed so god damn beautiful.
I miss you so much
when you were so angry at the universe,
you decided to own it.
and you were so happy.
I miss you so much Alyssa
I miss when
you fell in love with everyone you met
when you decided to eat like a caveman
and have dance parties all by yourself.
I miss you so much
now more than ever
because now you understand the saying
“Ignorance is bliss”
and you’re 99% sure God doesn’t exist
and
I miss you so much
though now you are getting better.
you chopped off your hair
and you don’t think as much.
slowly but surely
but still.
I miss you so much
hope to see you soon
Love,
Alyssa