My precious innocent self,

How could you let him manipulate you in such a way?

He was no good you from the start,

but you told yourself you will not let it go to far for I know my limits.

You built this wall for a reason,

for protection.

How could you let him place his hands on your body? 

You knew his love was not love but yet it was lust.

He clouded your mind with this words that hypnotize your heart and mind.

The awful way he will bring you in can not add up to the guilt you had.

How could you let him take control of you?

You did not even step a foot into church for three months.

The guilt he brought upon you was so unbearable you could not even face your God.

He break you down into nothing more than a grain of dust

possible even less.

And how you let him take what you only have left?

Your love.