How I Felt

Sat, 08/23/2014 - 21:00 -- nsussan
(Verse 1)
I thought we might of had another chance.
But you're already gone.
I wish I could go back to the start of it all.
I didn't realize how easily you could move on.
How quick this all went away.
It fell right outta my hands.
And slowly drifted away.
 
(Chorus)
If I had known,
I wouldn't have fought to make you stay.
I thought you said you loved me,
I didn't know it was just a phase.
Just one of your silly games.
That I was just another heart to break.
But did you even care 
About how I felt.
 
(Verse 2)
Last night I had a dream about us.
We were smiling and oh so happy.
You kissed me and It felt like heaven,
But then I woke up and had to face reality.
I don't like being here without you.
Why did you leave me all alone?
I'd do anything to be in your arms.
Once again
I miss you more than you will ever know. 
 
(Chorus)
If I had known,
I wouldn't have fought to make you stay.
I thought you said you loved me,
I didn't know it was just a phase.
Just one of your silly games.
That I was just another heart to break.
But did you even care 
About how I felt.
 
(Verse 3)
All along I always wanted something more.
Something real.
Someone I could rest my head on.
All you wanted was some space.
It took you too long to figure that out.
Now I'm sittin' here crying.
Thinking of what could of been.
They all said they know what I've been through.
But they just don't know what you said.
They don't know how it really ended.
It's time for me to move on.
 
(Chorus)
If I had known,
I wouldn't have fought to make you stay.
I thought you said you loved me,
I didn't know it was just a phase.
Just one of your silly games.
That I was just another heart to break.
But did you even care 
About how I felt.
 
(Verse 4)
Lookin' back on all that we had.
I guess I never should of wanted something more.
I never should of counted on you.
Everyone said we were meant to be.
That it was gonna last.
I never would of thought...
That they were wrong.
This was all a big mistake.
I should of known I was never gonna get there.
But it seemed so picture perfect.
Guess that doesn't mean much to you.
 
(Chorus)
If I had known,
I wouldn't have fought to make you stay.
I thought you said you loved me,
I didn't know it was just a phase.
Just one of your silly games.
That I was just another heart to break.
But did you even care 
About how I felt.
 
(Ending)
That day finally came.
I thought I could move on.
You were still here.
In my heart.
In my dreams.
I just couldn't let go.
It was too soon.
Now I just want someone in my life.
Someone I could love.
To count on.
To hold.
Do you break all your promises?
Like you broke me.
So easily.
You just don't know how I felt.
The feeling.
That you see in every lovers eyes.
I'm just gonna say one more thing.
I think it's best we go our own ways.
I just don't love you anymore.
 

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