Ignoring the world that comes by day and night.
Disturbing it may seem --
But, it is my only sense of freedom.
To drop down,
Close my eyes and listen to my heart.
For the longest time..
It was something that I have never longed for.
I was deemed as “Selfless” --
No personality, they say.
Going with the flow, they say.
Fake, they say.
“Living doll”... they say.
Just another somebody..
I wanted to be in the spotlight --
A place where no one else mattered.
Listened to the sad blues,
No one else was more important,
I was first.