I am desperate and confused

I wonder what my purpose is

I hear the cries of the dead

I see the mortals dancing with the ghosts

I want all to be well

I am desperate and confused

I pretend that I’m normal

I feel nothing

I touch the hate of the world

I worry about my mom’s health

I cry for the safety of others

I am desperate and confused

I understand that life is short

I say live for today

I dream of life and death

I try to stay happy and positive

I hope life gets better

I am desperate and confused

I AM DONE.