I Am
I am a lover
Running my fingers through her hair
And gazing into those green, green eyes
Adoring the tilt of her head
And the lift of her lips
Their softness agonizingly sweet
As they press against mine
I am a sinner
Taking pleasure in the arms of my own gender
Leeching comfort from her soothing whispers
As hateful words fill my ears
Abomination
Abomination
Abomination
I am that too I suppose
An abomination for choosing love over faith
I am a student
Forever seeking new knowledge
Chasing facts like I used to chase butterflies
Discovering that the more I know
The more I know I don’t know
And the deeper I delve
The more I wish I hadn’t known
I am a daughter
Perpetually grateful for the limitless love of my family
Discovering as I grow older
That my parents are not perfect
And they can fail
But loving them still
Now not just for giving me life
But for molding me into who I am today
Building me up
With praise and love and trust
I am who I am
A composite of all my parts
As complex as the mysteries of the ocean
As beautiful as the mix of colors in the sky
When the sun sets behind the place I call home
As happy as the child me
Joyful and free
And as realistic as the young adult me
Observing, not just seeing
But together perennially seeking
A bright future that I hold as dear
As the old friend that is my past