I am numb.
Just barely awake,
but awake enough to go through the motions.Desperately in search for someone to see past color and see the real beauty within.
I am anger,
drifting past in the empty halls. Pushing away the emptiness and fear I feel in my soul.
I am a star.
A star in the process, just on the road to success. A star shining brighter than the rest.
I am a heart.
A heart searching for love. So desperately in need to be recognized. But ..... Nothing!
I am a smile,
With large, striking, bright, teeth. A smile embarrassed by how big they are. But there's inner beauty that shines through them.
I am a short, frizzy haired freak. A model in my own way.
I am beautiful.
And I don't care who knows.
I am tired eyes.
Big, delicate, almond brown eyes, full of water. Tearing up ready to cry. Crying from all these damn emotions. Tired of showing my best angle to impress a school full of fools.
I am a body.
A tiny body that is trying to coexist in this crazy, superficial world, which cares for no one.
I am a hand.
An extended hand reaching out to help those in need. Ready to rid the world of hatred or rage and create peace.
I am an ear.
An ear that listens to anyone ready to speak. Listening to gain knowledge and change the world.
I am a voice.
A voice speaking to anyone ready to listen. Which is a vacant crowd! I'm the voice kept quiet to avoid attention.
I am a lung,
pushing air in and out allowing the body to live. Pushing oxygen through the blood stream allowing cells to receive what they need.
I am a brain.
A brain that needs to succeed. A brain that feeds on knowledge, but dwells on insecurity.
I am an artist.
An artist inspired to do things to make it out of this deep rut.
I am a toe.
A toe pointing in the opposite direction to avoid conflict.
I am invisible.
A fly on a wall. Never noticed, the shadow hidden in the sun rise.
I am unwanted
by many. But that many consist of people who are not the one for me.
I am quiet.
Some say introverted. Soft spoken and shy most of the time. Minding my own.
I am happiness.
An emotional state full of pleasant emotions.
I am human.
A sixteen year old human,
Full of: emotion,
And much more.
There's nothing anyone can do to change that because
I am me
and this is who I am within.