I Am Still Waiting
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Your face says you don't care if I'm not speaking about
you even if I'm speaking to
you. Well, this is about
you. About
you not showing up and
You being the one I'm waiting for and
You being so much louder than me and
You singing sour nothings to drown me out.
I am still waiting.
My whole life has become waiting for
You to have time for me and for
You to care enough to ask how my day is going and for
You to read my writing and see
You
in it.
I am still waiting.
You and I are the moon and the sea I determine nothing about
You and
You determine everything about me. I'm not waiting for
you to follow me, I'm just waiting for
you to realize I'm right on your heels because
you still matter to me.
I am still waiting.