I: The Beginning
My mind's boggled up inside
sometimes I don't think straight, I don't know
so don't ask why
I'm sorry if that came off rude
I'll take it back, I promise you
Anyways lets get back to the story
how my life has felt a quite bit lonely
There have always been people who support me
but sometimes they just fail to see
I have dreams I wanna fulfill
and I knew I wouldn't reach them if i didn't make one deal
The deal was to me myself and I
"Joseph you need to push yourself
don't drown yourself in lies"
So I stopped thinking negative
done with that sickness
don't wanna be some washed up adult in the basement
Reminds me of my mentor
yeah that's what he used to be
always constantly just giving up on me
So I always said to myself "never be like him"
even though he's your mentor you can do better than that, reach the rim
So I did and I achieved
I've moved on from bad memories
look at me now, I'm happy as can be
We all get down sometimes
and yeah it happens to me
but I know right now that my life is complete
I wanna move forward
keep on pushing
prove the people wrong who said
"you couldn't even make it if you tried chasin' it"
So believe me when I tell you I have goals and dreams in reality
they're far beyond from now
but don't worry I'll update you when I make it.