Why do I have to go through this?

Why can't my life just be full of bliss?

These questions go through my head everyday.

I just want to break away,

Break away from my life,

I'm sick of being the one who always has to pay the price.

Right now I don't even if I'm a person because I feel more like a toxin, A killer, A mistake ... All I do ache.

So just in case I get hurt again maybe I just should become plastic fake.