I feel lost.
Like I could never be found.
Like I'm wandering around in a dry and barren plain. Cut off from civilization and people.
I feel trapped.
Like I've been dropped down into a deep, dark abyss and I'm constantly trying to escape.
But I can never reach the top.
I feel dead.
I'm living, but not alive.
Like a spirit who haunts the Earth because, I couldn't move on.
I feel like I'm suffocating.
Like all the air has been cut off.
And I'm begging for somebody, anybody to give me some oxygen, so I can finally breath.
I feel stupid.
Like I'm never good enough to know the answer.
Like I can never truly understand the things everyone else does, cause I'm not smart enough.
I feel worthless.
Like I could never be one the same level as everyone else.
Like a crab in a bucket. Just when I think I've made it out, I get pulled right back down again.
I feel uncared for.
Cause no one asks me what's wrong.
Cause no one really tries.