you say it all the fucking time
Should it mean more than what I feel it does?
I’m sorry, i guess, that your words of love do not reach further than my ears
the words scratch at it, attempting to reach some part of my heart so that some sentiment is conveyed
but it cannot
because those three words mean nothing to you or to me between each other.
You are so angry, so vain
you think that just because you claim to love me I owe you something
i do not
i do not care that you helped raise me
or that i still live under your roof
i love you is supposed to mean something
a phrase that is said only when it should mean something
so why do you say if so many times?
are you afraid that i’ll forget?
That you’ll lose your hold?
i have not forgotten
but i no longer care
your love means nothing to me
particularly because it does not exist