is it me or him

or him or me?

I'm just trying to be who i want to be

i know im a bad kid 

that i can see

but is he really so much better than me?

he knows im in pain

how couldnt he know

no matter how hard i try

a little must show

yet he brings me down

day by day

threatening the life

he thought he brought here to stay

i love you dad

you know it's true

but there are so many thing i wish you knew

i love you dad

yes i do

how i wish 

you just loved me too