I Needed You that Night
I’m tired of everything
Tired of not being able to sleep
Living through hardships that put a man in the ground so deep;
Losing everything he thought of in the matter of days
Man it’s funny how life works these ways;
Hearing that your little one will not be born
Right after a loss that already had your mind and heart torn;
Making me not being able to talk for a couple of weeks
Almost felt as if my heart had an ongoing leak;
But was this all destiny
The girl left me right after our trip to disney;
Silly me thinking this was meant to be
Foolish enough to think you were the one for me;
Finally here on this stage I’ll let it all out
In front of these people who don’t know me even if I begin to shout;
Telling them everything we did
Man what the hell was I thinking;
But i’m not gonna lie you were my everything
But on september 17th you left me for some whiskey and college “things”;
Funny how your nephew called me “ti”
I’m not gonna lie I miss the little man
He was almost like the little brother I never had;
But little will he know his aunt was the one to mess it all up
Forgetting about the young man who gave it all up
A summer, a life, man she even knew my friends hated me at some point in time
But that’s on me i traded my boys for a devil in a woman’s jeans;
I still feel hurt because I can’t seem to forget about the stupid promise ring
But maybe some other girl will not take advantage of me;
I find it so funny how you still text me
Like please give me my tennis shorts back and stay away from me;
I can care very little of what happens to you
You literally cared less of me when the paramedics came that night too;
Going out to a party and leaving me alone
Little did you know my blood pressure what at a hundred and sixty two;
At that was the last night you heard of me
Because since then we were through;
But im not gonna lie I really needed you.