I pray you’ll love me and hope to forgive you as I watch the years go by.
And I realize you’re not here and never was to try.
I live my life in fear that every man I like will bring my eyes to tears.
I pray that my hate towards that man will not send me to a dark and lonely place…far away.
Curled up alone with all this fury that has yet to be slain.
Yet far away from you your presence still remains.
I pray that I will stop allowing the thought of you to ruin my life.
I hope your enjoying your peachy life with your other kids and wife.
I hold nothing against them only you, and yes so young am I yet I fear if you cannot love me who will.
In my soul softly the thought kills.
I pray, I can start living happily without you yet never there I will still pray for you.
… I crave to be comforted, loved, happy, and encouraged.
I hope when I look for someone to put my faith in I won’t be broken worse than you ever did me.
I pray that all my love will not be storage. I want and desire the strength and courage to take the risk.
I pray that I won’t let you hold me back any longer.
Only your example of a man will make me stronger… I pray daddy.