I see
i wish i could look at you
and say i feel nothing
but that'd be a lie
cause I do feel something
I feel the pain
of all the one night stands
when you wanted somebdy to hold you
in hopes that it might become more
they penerated
your scarcedness
and left you
clothed naked
on the floor
shattered
i see the man
who you trusted
to raise you
become a monster
in the night
with his thirst
for your fragile innocence
i see the
little bags full
of your escape
that white powdedry form of
heaven
that only lets you hide
from the hell
I see the men
who you stand on the corner for
because you have to feed
your brother
who is also your son
I see that you
cant go back
but are too afraid to go foward
I see
who you are
because in the reflection
I see we
I see that you're postive
not in an optimistic way
but the kind
that effects you each day
the postive
that the monster
gave you